-=in her dreamland=-


Somewhere over the rainbow,
Way up high.
There's a land that i've heard of,
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Skies are blue.
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true.

Someday i wish upon a star,
Where the clouds are far far far behind me
(and wake up where the clouds are far behind me)
Where..

All my troubles melt like lemondrops.
Way above the chimney tops,
That is where you will find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Bluebirds fly.
If birds can fly over over the rainbow,
Then why, then why can't I!
(bids fly high, why can't I)
Ohh wahy ohhh why ohhh why ohhhhh
(if birds fly high, why can't I)
If every little bluebirds fly (if every bird fly)
Over the rainbow,
Somebody tell me why, somebody tell me
(if bids fly high, why can't I)
Why can't I?

such a nice dream isn't it? i've been wanting to feel the serenity and the beauty of life. can i like live with the birds and just stay up on the tree all day enjoying the breeze? i just wanna do nothing all day. *sigh* it's just not peaceful enough nowadays. i got more tensed than ever as the examinations are nearing. i could feel myself shuddering over this. i just don't wanna re-live the results i've gotten in mid-year. it sucks to the core. man, i'm utterly disappointed. guess mrs choo's dreams came true. remember the other time she pointed out that i kept failing my tests? yea well for goodness sake, i did. whatever. she would be the last person i wanna care about.

today is nisfu sya'ban. i was supposed to go to majlis with my family yesterday, alas, i hafta carry myself into studying a.maths. i was on the verge of sleeping and eventually slept around midnight. i seriously can't take this anymore. what's with mrs choo? finally one day i'll just break down. who's able to catch up with the rate she's going right now? she kept scolding us for no reason. what sh*t. she made us like the scapegoats. *beEeh* ok like i said i don't care anymore. i wrote my wishes and dreams yesterday on the day of nisfu sya'ban. hope my niat will come true.

did the mock test just now. it wasn't that difficult paper and it wasn't that simple either. just a paper that can do most of the questions. well, this time round, i think i can pass. hopefully! if not, i'm just gonna get upset all over again.

despite everything, i still can enjoy with my company of friends. hehe. had a great time again at mc yesterday. it's like our very own "pondok". fun. we expressed our feelings, chit-chatting, gossip.. *roll eyes* and everything else. gosh, i was so darn loud the yiss peeps looked pissed. awww.

1 paper down, more to go! tomorrow's EL and MT paper 1. geee, time flies real fast and i am still dazed, unable to accept the fact that examinations are already starting(such as today, duh). i'm not prepared. i really should sleep.

mamamia's this sunday. still indecisive on what clothes to wear. formal. formal? yea, formal. grrr. i'm not gonna go there looking sloppishly untidy.

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no clothes! now, now's the time to worry about clothes *lol* ok nevermind, let's just wait for tomorrow's paper to be over and done with. hopefully, i can write well tomorrow. i'm worried. wish me luck people. =)

hey nowadays i've been having very bizarre dreams. last night i dreamt about some guys(bala and yazid) and mathematics. and everyday, it seems like mathematics has always been a part of my dreams. i reckon that it's the fever. oh gosh, this sounds really bad. before i go to sleep, numbers are there to wish me good night and now in my dreams, it's there haunting me. piece of crap. whatever it is, i'd better be well-equipped before setting out for this battle. one more year to o levels. *vomits*

come to think of it, i'm much of a quiet person in school nowadays. only in school, let me emphasize that. i'll be the glummy, pissed, annoyed, bored, sleepy and temperamental me. don't ask.

arrgh! singapore exams have started 30 minutes ago! chis! toodles!

love my blankie. teehee!

love
sakinah