wouldn't it be nice if there's a pretty beach in front of my house? i'll go there whenever i want. and if i feel very worn out by the roller coaster ride in my life, i will happily stride my way there and spend most of my time talking to the waves as their tides play the melody of my mood. they'll seem to understand me. isn't nature just so beautiful? i'll wriggle my toes in the sand and smile, an honest smile. i'll count the number of seashells i can find and let time pass me by. should i feel sleepy or tired, i won't mind stretching myself across the sand and let the wind bring me to a place far away from reality, as far as miracles are concern. i'll just stare across the vast ocean and think of nothing. not even a hint of confusion will seep through my mind. i'll scream if i need to and i won't hear echos coming back to me. over there, running for time won't matter anymore. i'll let time take its toll and run for me. i shan't worry anymore. i shan't think alot anymore. just being stress-free. stress-free.. i want to be stress-free.

apart from being pms-y today, i think i left stains of chocolate on my skirt, a pimple has grown bigger on my forehead and the amount of flakes on my hair is increasing.

i'm trying to maintain a 1 km from ms gopal. she scolded me yesterday for asking her a permission to visit the toilet during my oral examination. "isn't it a stupid question?" she asked and continued rambling on about punctuality to us. just the day before yesterday i thought i had mastered the art of 'talking-back' to her. thought i had given her a taste of her own medicine but she never let us go. such an egoist. wonder what other minor things she scolded someone for. thought about her the entire time i was mugging for additional maths. screwed the paper. being hopeful i'll pass with flying colours. gained 5 minutes of pleasure seeing her scolding another batch of oral examiners. pleasure's not for the students, but for her. she enjoy scolding doesn't she? did you know mr zulkefley threw 4 markers at one go in my direction yesterday? i shifted position in the nick of time and the 4 markers landed with a clank. burr. what a teacher. what happen to respect?

two were enough to ruin my day yesterday.

i need a breather someone. i'm tired and people still had to bug me. wth. exams are finally here and that's something for me to worry alot about.

i want to sit down at the playground and lick cornetto like just now again.

oh what can i say? it's just another bad day.

eh don't lah. must be positive. *sighs*

it's hard. it's so hard to blog about anything but school life.