shagged. sleepy. stressed. annoyed. itchy. absent-minded. huh? drained. weak. did i mention sleepy?

this is crazy. prep exams are in 4 days' time. oral is in 2 days' time. prelims in 3 weeks' time. o level written exams are in less than 3 months. and some teachers are relentlessly giving us more homework. pure insanity.

some people tend to treasure what was already gone. things like love, friendship, time, feelings, memories.. unfortunately that 'some people' is me, included. some things might just flew past me. i pretended i didn't see anything. but now it's gone. i'm left here seeing nothing but air. and then i asked myself, "am i still that special?".

now i truly understand the meaning of ego. for sure, i know the definition of ego, but not being defined as a behaviour. sadly but true, now i know. i shan't elaborate further. i'm just deeply saddened by how ego has killed the positive characters of an individual. how sad. and because of that ego, i'm just badly turned off. what can you do about it? abolish your ego. thank you.