my computer's a goner. first it was that freaking window that appeared as a black screen. then, there was the cursor that refused to move and now my computer decides to restart everything. now my files are all gone again. the viruses outnumbered the gazillion anti-virus softwares that are present in my computer, but of course those dumb softwares however treat my computer like a parking lot. *shrugs*

meanwhile,

hello sunday! i felt like another sunday just passed me by like how a vehicle passes me by everyday. what i did particularly last sunday were still fresh on my mind. i was furiously doing my homework(not copying, eh). and right about 10 pm, i decided to clean my study room abit. at 11 pm, i had accumulated pink pieces of paper that were used. and about 90% of the used papers had scribblings of numbers on them. i bet i've taken 50% of my time on maths. probably the other half of the time is spent on other subjects plus my 5 hours of sleeping time everyday. *another shrug* guess what? i actually slept happily last sunday. with refilled confidence and strength to face term 3. =))

i hope i didn't really screw my o levels malay oral examination. you be the judge. i greeted the examiners even before i reached my seat. i handed them my IC(my face being forced to smile as decent as possible) with my right hand only. looks like my brain and my hands didn't coordinate properly at that time. burr. and the female examiner said, "cikgu tengok sakinah berlatih-latih banyak tadi." LOL. so they caught me talking to myself. i must have looked freaky. who am i kidding? I AM FREAKY. so if they were to notice that i had been talking to myself, they most probably caught me and my friends making silly faces to relax ourselves.

and i was being such a troublesome person. i had bladder problem you know. despite the o level examination, nature calls were just as important. ms aida had to accompany me to the loo. and right after 30 minutes, i had to rush to the toilet again. alas, i was too thinned-face(hehe) to seek permission to visit the loo again, so i held my bladder temporarily. moreover, mdm loy gestured to me that i couldn't go anywhere else but to stay at my seat. hurhur. ask my friends how much i whined about it. it was so freaking urgent that i was so scared it would affect my performance later. despite needing to pee so badly, i was still clutching to my mineral water just in case my voice breaks or any breathing difficulties occur. HAHA. and this wasn't my first time. i had to visit the loo during my english oral not long time ago too.

damn. i was being funny during my reading you know. never in my whole life had i made eye contact with the examiners while I'M READING. what the heck was i doing? it's not like it's a presentation that requires eye contact. LOL. but the fact that the male examiner was looking at me during the reading gave me a reason look at him back in the eye. LOL. and when he was asking me questions during the conversation, he was stammering as if the questions were to be memorised. i wasn't helping him though as i asked him to repeat that particular question again. haha. but overall, i did pretty ok. =))

oh pretty boy of mine,
will you come and fill up this lonely mind?
for only you can make me fine,
there's no one else that brings much shine.