ok. i know. i've not been updating. oh wells.
but here i am.

this week's been crazy. i learnt how to play pool for the first time in my life, had an absurd time trying on pants that i can't afford, taking idiotic poses, spending at least half and hour finding for some suitable munchers meant for study breaks[but went out of the hypermarket empty-handed eventually], getting sick all over again because of some cats[hah], discovering that i have fetish for kittens, exercising our hand muscles by playing hockey at the arcade, gossiping, playing dress-ups, taking advantage of an optical shop just to try on cool glasses, watching movies, listening to each other's woes and laughing for no reason[this is all aishah's fault].

it felt relieving though. laughing is really a way to release stress. tapi sakit dada tau tak. i'm not gonna laugh for no reason anymore. but there i go again.

me and ais went to optical 88 just now. i stepped in it with the intention of trying the black glasses that i've been wanting for so long. so i sat there and being the fussy person that i am, i asked the sales assistant to take out one by one glasses of my choice. PAH. you guys should have seen how many pairs were there on the glass table. and as the 3 of us shook our heads in response to the pairs that were less appropriate for me, only two pairs were left. the purple and the black ones. i was astonished at the sales assisstant actually. he didn't seem to mind taking out the glasses for me. he even offered to clean my current glasses so i asked him whether it was free or not. so he said no. hah. funnee. but then of course after deciding the purple one was the best for me, i had to tell him that i'll come by some other time. and he was so effing disappointed. hah. but he smiled too and asked me to come by when he's working, which weren't on sundays. so yeah. not sure whether i'm buying. just trying out only uh.

we tried as much as we can to put our worries aside regarding the exam results tomorrow. how can one not be anxious for papers that i studied hard for but totally no confidence at all to even do well? nyaah.

ehhh i think if i have a choice to leave the earth, i would wanna join spongebob and patrick uh. they cute.

enjoy.

goodnight goodnight-hot hot heat

It's not enough to hear me say you've won,
you only wanted me for havin' fun.
but now I think you've gone and had your way,
and left me with a pile of bills to pay.
I can't even rewind the tape machine,
to listen to your drunken reasoning.

So here it is, your final lullaby

So goodnight, goodnight.
You're embarassing me,
you're embarassing you.
So goodnight, goodnight.
Walk away from the door,
walk away from my life.
So goodnight.

I've given up on social nights at ease,
I threw 'em out when I threw out your keys.
Along with all your records I can't stand;
you never even listened to any one of them.
You're never gonna drag me out again,
with all the people that were never ever even your friends.

So here it is, your final lullaby

So goodnight, goodnight.
You're embarassing me,
you're embarassing you.
So goodnight, goodnight.
Walk away from the door,
walk away from my life.

A little bit of rain I'd say is fair,
But when it starts to thunder they all stare
This isn't goodnight, this is goodbye...

So goodnight, goodnight.
You're embarassing me,
you're embarassing you.
So goodnight, goodnight.
Walk away from the door,
walk away from my life.

So goodnight, goodnight.
You're embarassing me,
you're embarassing you.
So goodnight, goodnight.
Walk away from the door,
walk away from my life.
so goodnight.