i was so forward-looking towards a distinction. i put in so bloody much effort in my work. i took pride in them all. i thought i was starting to like malay.. and yeah of course some other subjects. then something just had to dampen my mood yesterday. does "unmotivated" really describes me? to be honest, i was praying it's something about the progress i made. but tough luck.

another shocking incident. i passed my probability test. i'm still 100% sure she misread my marks. wth. how can i pass? i was expecting a fail because i know i did badly. and no, it's not that i'm lacking of confidence, but it's the truth. i didn't do well. if i passed, well, then it's a miracle.

Coach Carter is the best movie i've watched so far this year. heh. DIE-DIE MUST WATCH ayte?

suspension-mae
Lately I'm alright
and lately I'm not scared
I've figured out,
that what you do to me feels like
I'm floating on air.
I don't need to know right now
all I know is I believe
in the very thing that got us here
and now I can't leave.

Say anything, but say what you mean,
cause I'm caught in suspension.

Now,
I'm wanting this for sure
and I'll beg for nothing more.
I'll plan all day and drive all night
you'll love what's in store.
I cant seem to stop this now
even if it's not so clear,
and I'll take what I can get.
If you want me here

Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
your eyes tell the same.
We are gaining speed
I can barely breathe.
Cause I'm caught in suspension.

It's enough for me to get excited,
it's enough for me to feel...OH!

Say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this.
Your eyes tell the same
We are gaining speed (suspension)
I can barely breathe (Oh please say what you mean)
I'm caught in suspension (suspension)

Say (say) anything (suspension)
but say what you mean. (Oh, I can barely breathe)
I'm caught in suspension.
I'm caught in suspension.
We are gaining speed, (suspension)
I can barely breathe. (Oh I can barely breathe)
Cause I'm caught in suspension.
I'm caught in suspension.