the two packets of bread my father bought this morning had vanished due to the long-lost toaster that my mother found somewhere in the kitchen which is like under the sink for i'm really sure, not more than 5 years[if not, i won't be using an untouchable and decaying toaster]. toasted and buttered bread is nice. very nice.

i was told not to say "oh my god." by my ex-classmate's parent today. firstly, after seeing her[my ex-classmate] for almost 4 years had made me recollect what had happened back in primary school days. i was always bullying her with the rest. and i got scolded by my malay teacher for bullying her. she's not the only victim. there's another girl whom me and my friends thought was a bigger fish to fry. she easily gave in and we always pushed her around in school. ok, i'm sorry. like i told most of my friends before, i was once a naughty and mischievous girl, always involving myself in everything far from "being a good girl".

so yea, the parent asked me not to say "omg" cos of some religion stuffs. and i nodded my head and replied with a hesitant "yes". then, she continued again and ended with "jangan marah eh?". kiki was laughing. so that was it. i'll refrain myself from saying it though. sometimes, words just slipped out of my mouth. god, i've tried putting my whole fist in my mouth. that's how big my mouth is. wanna try?

i finished reading boy meets girl and i'm dying to know what happened to kate mackenzie after she moved in the boyfriend's house. if only meg cabot writes another book, you know, like the continuation of the story. boy, there are stories that make me feel as if i know the characters like own friends. how cool is that? well, i just hope that kate and her best friend will manage the company well without the T.O.D. har har.

tuition today was bloody fun. there's like alot of sec 4s and 5s and we ended up talking with each other. can't wait till next week. finally one out of the seven days this week i actually had fun. thanks to sundays. i love waking up early on sundays now.

to you, wherever you are, i hope you're doing fine. =) erm, i don't mind if you remember me or not.. or .. even remember me as your friend. but i really hope your grandma is doing fine, insyaallah. and don't get the wrong idea. i'm not getting back to you, just that, i .. err .. was actually wondering how would it be like if we're still friends right now. did you ever think of that? forget that question. good luck for your results though. and i just listened to this song that totally reminds me of .. well something. nice song. too bad, i won't be there to send you songs anymore ... or even express how much i like some songs to you.. errmm, i just wanna say that i miss all that.. ouh and of course.. the lyrics.

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