i'm telling you, i'm ecstatically happy for cikgu. she finally got married and suddenly the thought of getting married came to my head. scrumptious food, beautiful decorations, noise, the bridal costume, friends and family, the kompang guys, the pelamin, and most of all, the highlight of your entire life! this is where we mature and play our roles as husbands and wives. and then the stage goes on and *poof!* we're moms and dads already. i can never stop pondering about how my adult life will turn out in future.

travelling from the west to the east was slightly weird. going home from there was even weirder. errs, we were surrounded by ... well, men and we had to breathe in the really, really "nice" aroma because it's involuntary. ok, i shall not be mean here. so i just sat there and observed sweet couples do their thing. *sigh* they were sweet, really.

life's been boring. the routine of going out everyday has turned into boredom. i suddenly have this urge to have a penpal and trust me, these people are corny. never ever trust strangers. it's hard to find a truthful and honest one. but yeah, guess i found one. nyehehe.

guess what? i'm still jell-o over those girls who went hugging taufik while he was singing! *lol* but i couldn't help giggling over his facial expression. so adorable! and i've been cracking so much while watching the first episode of friends. i miss that show! before i forget, i'm still gonna bug erwin for the cds. =P

Where are you now?
I'm trying to get by with never knowing at all
What is the chance of finding you out there?
Or do I have to wait forever?

love
sakinah