hey. something's burning in my cpu or somewhat like that. so yea, won't be using my com. shucks. life will be a maximum boredom without it. at hana's house right now. those two monkeys are cooking in da house right now[for me too] =) so take this opportunity to blog. miss blogging. ever since hari raya, i haven't write much.

hari raya pics will be up as soon as my computer's fine. my grandfather came last night. he'll be sleeping over my house for a few days. i'm still pondering over the sudden sleepover. asked my mum about it and she said that i'm not an adult and i shouldn't know about it. right, i'm 15.

hari raya visits this year ain't as meriah as before. but i loike! cos this year i'm able to talk to my relatives without feeling embarassed. hey you, stop giggling. me? embarassed? but it's true. most prolly i'm not that close to some of them. so it's reasonable. maybe i'm growing up. this year hari raya has been an emotional one. i wanted to cry but i held back my tears when we were about to leave my grandfather at NUH on sunday. i began to behave like my age, to talk and show that side of me to my distant relatives. yea, i'm growing up.

maybe because i'm 15 already. that's why more people start to approach to me and ask how's school and stuffs. tok long kept asking me what's my aggregate for eoy and i responded with a shy "20 plus". plain pathetic. kak yani gave me her english o'levels assessment books. tok long said she got a distinction for her english. hope i'll get at least an A2 for it.

i had a pleasant conversation with my grandmother in the bus during the first day of hari raya. she even asked me whether i have a boyfriend. i blushed[no reason why] and she was like "eh, eh, eh.". =] i asked her about her past and she refused to tell me whether she has boyfriends when she was young. love taking to people who are much, much older than me. prolly because they are the ones that have gone through what we've not. i love my grandparents. besides, they are the only ones i have left.

just wanna share this quote with you. "be proud and happy upon your accomplishments and achievements for nobody else knows how much you've put in and nobody knows how the satisfaction feels like." nek yam's husband said that to me. =]

i'm tired. ciao.

love
sakinah