good evening bloggie. just finished helping my mum bake cookies. this will be my first time helping my mum out this ramadhan. guilty. been so darn busy this year. grr.

i was such a klutz just now. i was walking home and i heard this "kissing" sound from my right. so i turned[i'll always respond to this kinda stuffs. damn, just my weakness]. and i must have looked so bloody damn blur at that time cos i didn't recognise the guy who did that. he knows me? so i didn't bother to stop and look. i continued walking while smsing my friend. then i heard the sound again. so i turned back again. i could have sworn i was looking really sheepish at that time. bahhh. then i saw this guy in red with this lady with a baby? weird. i went home pondering about who on earth are they. bleagh.

i came across someone's blog and read about something on being single. i totally agree with her. *thumbs up* sometimes being single is a great feeling. i'm not writing this to give those who are attached a piece of my mind or look down on you guys, it's just that i wanna show to those lonely singles[and to myself] out there the bright side of it.

being single makes us feel independent. we won't have to depend on someone. we can stand on our feet all by ourselves. of course at times i will have to agree that we may feel a sudden sense of loneliness that makes us want someone special to rely on. but c'mon, there's more to life than that. at times, i feel that being in a relationship is both an experience and lessons to be learnt and be kept forever throughout our journey of life. like what i had always witnessed, people come and go. some girls cried after they got dumped. i've heard of suicides and depression. guys wanting to start smoking because of what his girlfriend did to him and many others. there's always the ups and downs of everything. i have always seen my life as a challenge, and likewise, relationships too. to those who are involved in relationships, lucky you. you guys should be grateful to have gained a certain life experience. to those who just went your separate ways, smile cos this will only make you stronger. for those who are single, you're free. we're free to do anything. we're not restricted by anyone. it's ok to be friends with someone from the opposite sex, it's ok to steal glances at them. we're free to spend our time with friends and family. we're free from worrying about an unstable relationship. for once, let's be happy about it, cos trust me, once we're in relationships, we'll either regret it, or be too mesmerized and deeply committed in it. so let's appreciate for whatever we have and whatever we are right now. i do =]

gosh, what a contradicting paragapragh i wrote there. i still believe in the one. i still dream about love. i still believe that true love exists. sometimes i think i dream too much. i watch too much fairytales, bollywood and romance comedies, and of course novels i guess. but dreaming is good =]. i still dream big dreams. i wanna reach for them. do you? *giggles*

sakinah